Tuesday, March 30, 2010

I tend to go through these spells in life, where either everybody is calling me and wanting to get in touch with me, and hang out or just entering into my life for whatever reason. Then, other times, I go through periods where nobody really talks to me, nobody reaches out to me, I spend most of my time at home with my family, or on the computer.

Right now, I'm in the latter of the two scenarios laid out. In addition to that, I am completely at peace and okay with it. I don't feel "lame" because I'm not out with friends every night, rather I feel...good, and not stressed out because I have plenty of time to fulfill the obligations I have on me as a Student, as well as an employee and a Christian.

I guess my point in explaining all this is just a testament to the 180 that God can pull in someone's heart if they allow Him to do so. I have always been one to live and die by his friends, spending almost ALL of my time with them, doing whatever it takes to get a laugh or a compliment out of them. I truly believe that in the times where I'm not contacted by my friends, are the times God uses to remind me that ultimately, my only dependency should be upon Him. This was really, really hard for me to learn at first. But as time has progressed, so has the ease with which I have accommodated to said changes. It's a welcome change, and one that I will fully embrace for the Godly man it will lead me to become.

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